The world is evil and I’m drowning in it.
You won’t understand me until you’ve been through what I’ve been through.
We can’t undo the past and as hell I wish I could go back and redo it.
We’re all faced with choices that bites us in the ass and as hell I wish I made the right choices.
We all say time will heal and as hell I wish it did.
But fuck that. The world is cruel. What can I say. I don’t want compassion.
I just want to live. Live like a maniac. Live like a freak. Live like the person that everyone hates because when you have nothing to lose, you just let go. I don’t need anyone. I don’t want anyone. In the end they all will hurt me anyways.
Bitterness? That’s what has changed my heart to hatred.
WHATTHEFUCKKKK…I’m sick and tired of this…
I don’t know….I was just sitting here and I realized something…. I’ve like guys before but the thing that gets
me is YOU. Even now as I like someone else… I should be thinking about that person but no…I think about you. No matter what, you’ve always been on my mind…even when I didn’t notice it. For 6 years I have always liked you and I don’t think I will never not like you. You won’t understand my feeling and I don’t either…but u know one thing for sure you will always be my first. The one that was there in the distance even when I was with someone else… I don’t know if I have the guys to tell you one day but I hope I will because I don’t know if I can ever live without telling you how much you mean to me because maybe….just maybe…. I think I….
Maybe if the music is louder, I don’t have to feel the pain.
Maybe If the music is louder, I don’t have to hear the fighting.
Maybe if the music is louder, I don’t have to hear the screaming.
Maybe if the music is louder……maybe…..
When your little…I love how the littlest things make you happy…but now, nothing can ever please us….I miss being little.